my fascinations

Iv had a pretty good weekend. Probably the best time iv had in… I can’t even remember. I find that usually my friends wanna go out clubbing and get completely off their faces which I think I’m going to enjoy. And then I find I either get so drunk I don’t know what’s going on and can’t remember anything the next day, or find it really difficult to let go and have fun because I think I can’t have fun unless I’m wasted. Which is annoying. And I know it’s not correct. This weekend I went to Brighton pride with my girlfriend and a couple that are new friends. They seemed really similar to us and we got on surprisingly well considering we barely knew each other. And it’s not even what we did that made my weekend so good, it was the fact that I just felt so happy and relaxed. And felt like I could just let go and have a good time. And it’s not like I didn’t drink at all, but it was in moderation, not the usual downing as much as I can to get as drunk as I can. So yeah.. I’m pretty happy right now. And the thing that makes me smile is I recon I have made some good friends. Ones that will stick around.